GOOD JOB MICHAEL!!! That, my friend, is exactly what I expected to accomplish through writing this blog. HONESTY!!! I mean really, we're all being fake. Because once you start to like someone, and you know they like you, the fakeness creeps in. I couldn't stand it any longer. I'm blunt with people until I start to love them, then I'm become scared of rejection if I tell them what I really think.
I did consider the fact that my computer was actually telling me not to post this, but I strongly felt it needed to be posted. And, it's apparent no one can handle honesty, so I'm moving on.
You're right about me just wanting to let people know I'm here, but it's not a "Look at me" mentality. It's simply offering encouragement. Tenille says we offer what we need, that's our love language.
Now, consider this. These are not new thoughts you have of me. You've felt this way all along. My point? Why didn't you say it before? Why now? I'll tell you why. Because I took the first step and was honest, which gave you the freedom. So in the end, don't you think it was all neccessary?
I'm not leaving because of any fire...though I may have started one. I'm leaving because I feel this is the end of a period I was going through. It's over now. It was fun.
I still love you. Thanks for your honesty.
Trinitie