Well tomorrow I will have been sober for 30 days! This is a friggin miracle.I feel so amazing ... ..Calm, relaxed ,happy, and most of all alive and grateful. After work tonight I did feel like (or should I say it crossed my mind ) that a drink would be nice. I said a small prayer and decided to stay sober just for today. It worked. I am aware of letting go of trying to control everything around me and not being upset if things don't go my way. I am realizing more with each passing day that my life and what happens are not really under my control. I may plan scheme and dream but the end result may not be the way I wanted it to be. This makes life allot more livable as I am not watching everything with such vigilence. That is exhausting and a waste of enery. I find it has also put back some of the wonder into my life, and that is way cool. I may be just 30 days into this jouney, but you know what, although they have not been easy they have been the best 30 days that I have had in quite along time. God Bless
