I am a cynical person. I don't think that there is any real reason for it..its just me. Adam is coming for his spring break. I cant believe that Susan and Chris said he could stay for the whole 2 weeks! its gonna be crazy. We are gonna take him with us to school a couple of days-we have classes. His break ends and then ours begins. He is gonna get to eat at our fave chinese place and meet the Palestinians and all the other commuters...I dont know what I am gonna do, tho, with him here for 2 weeks. He and Erin never hung out with her friends (being me and the girls). It was always with his, so..... whatever I guess... The even greater news is that S&C are going to Phoenizx the 2nd!! Bitches.. its gonna be great!! I hope that they stay a while.
So, VD day is on its way-- Erin sent Adam his present. A pillow with a tshirt pillow case, 9 poems about love, and some brownies. she was going to use one of her shirts, so the pillow was her size and he could cuddle with it, but she got a "somebody in philadelphia loves me" one instead. He should like it. Erin got a package yesterday-from the NY library-I think that it might be her present from him. He gave me orders to hide it, so its in the closet. If its not her present, then she can open in next Monday. meh.
Working out is a bitch. I hate it. but I am gonna make myself do it at least 3 times a week for 1/2 an hour. I need to do it. I 'run' on a machine doing the weight loss segment. Erin tells me all this stuff that Adam the fitness nazi says...I just wanna smack both of them sometimes.
I have a feeling that I am getting on her nerves...that's fine. she got on mine too. And it irritates me that she never remembers to do stuff. If I remind her she gets mad, but then she never does it. Like bringing up the laundry, or shutting the light in the hallway off. We both get blamed for that. And her mother thinks that I am trash, that Erin wouldn't leave the light on, that it must be me....well its not! Erin has been the one who goes to bed last, she doesnt turn it off. So I am gonna make sure that she does. I am gonna annoy her and bug her until she starts to do stuff. I cant get kicked out of this hell hole, I dont have anywhere else to go. I cant go to school at home, its too late! If I go home without being in school then I dont have insurance!!! Damnit all to fuckin hell.
