I often wonder why people come back into our lives. So often random people will pop back into our lives, usually at the most unexpected times. I am one who firmly believes that everything in life has some reason. With this, however, I have no idea. I can't seem to figure out why certain people show up again into our lives every now and then. For instance, I had this class with some guy last semester, and since he's a senior he will be leaving this year. I walked out of class today and saw him after 4 months and I can't think of any possible purpose for me to randomly bump into this guy because he honestly has had no effect on my life at all. (This is not to say that everyone I meet has to have some type of significant effect or anything.)
I guess the person I really had in mind when writing this blog is my friend, and "current object of affection." Things have been shaky between us, and I finally began to somewhat "get over him" this week. I finally had some realizations about him and I just stopped driving myself crazy about certain things like I did before (Let me tell you, it is one of the greatest feelings)...and then out of nowhere, he calls and basically has a short-lived reappearance in my life. And of course, things don't feel as easy and "over" as they did just yesterday. How is it even remotely possible that just when I learn to deal with this situation, the situation spills my collected water. I thought it was when you have these higher realizations that things begin to get better and in a sense, begin to go "your way." I suppose there really is no rule etched in stone, but this just seems so counterintuitive. Basically, I can't think of any possible reason for this kid to come back into my life and mess up my stability. I guess one could say that his role in my life is not over and this is just a reminer of that? I don't know. Any insight?
