I often sit back and wonder about life and how it has affected me. I often wonder why things happen happen as they do and wonder why bad things happen to good people but then who are the good and bad? Of course life has been a mass of wondering for me and think well it is best to sit back and wonder.
I wondered at one time what I was goingto do once my university work comes to a halt and if it would be prudent to divorce and do my best to live life much better. Of course did have to wonder what the out come would be. I did realize that it would be best if I did and then went on my way to rid a miserable relationship in which I felt was killing me every day. I did end up doing what I thought was the best course of action and the action indeed was best. I did wonder what would happen after but then thought it would be great to leave it alone.
As a kid I wondered about how life was like in another country and what did people do. I did realize that it most likely be that people have the same wants, desires, feelings and other things in which we all take for granted. It was like well living in another land would be great and having to live there might give us more insight into how life really is like. I did think it will be good and thought well maybe some day will do this. I wondered if living in a foreign land will be great and how i will adjust. i did think it will be good and thought that maybe some day it will come to being.
Now i am in Zhengzhou China a city of which in the Song dynasty it was one interesting place to be. I love teaching the young kids how to speak English and love living among the people here. It is great. Just like living in the states but only you are in China. You have stores where you can purchase goods, restaurants of many kinds and malls in which you can have a nice time just looking around and buying what you need. Busses are cheap and go to most places where you need to go. We do have that old stand by KFC, Pizza Hut and McD but do not fully like to go to Mc D as it is not that great.
Ok have a great day.
