I can say without doubt that I have been sort of an annoyance on the IRC channel saying things maybe harrassing and this is not my own view but the view of everyone around me.

I myself work to keep things on track and try not to slide off the tracks on a hard turn, that's sort of a metaphor, well fate has brought me to this site to mainly talk to people my own father suggested I do that.

I try my hardest to keep things from falling apart I might have gone to far in the end, people don't really want to hear my story or what I do to try and resolve situations it maybe that they are generally disintrested in what I do or my thought process.

I am not here to harrass people or to annoy anyone to the point of being banned but I do seem to achieve what I am not trying to do more than what I want to happen. I myself am a loner kind of just there but really not I just sort of stand there in the background and observe people. I really am not much of a social person. I don't make friends easily although I seem to make enemies in a snap of the fingers. I am usually a quiet person who stays to himself and really tries not to interfere in the habits of others. I will seem to be an isolationist if you met me in real life always kind of afraid of what others might think of me. Although I do sometimes get out of being an Isolated person I tend to take friends and at some point push them away as I am not used to having any long term friends. I don't have much practice in making friends I usually don't even try, just am a figment of your imagination untill at some point I exist cause I finnaly get out of my socially isolated personality.

I tend to exist in multiple personalities taking form by my feelings at the time be it be an Evil mad man who dispises religion or a Goody two shoes who loves the Catholic faith. Either way I act totally different in any case because they tend to play with my thoughts in different ways.

All I ask is that the people at stardock and anyone here look at my point of view and see that I am a person who tries and that dosen't always succeed at trying. I really don't want to have enemies but seems there hard to avoid so I have given up trying to make them friends.

P.S. this may be a little personal but what do I got to lose here except my elegibiity to the site.