I got back from my little holiday on Monday night. It was so hard to come back. The only reason I really came back are my parents and my baby niece.
Glen’s wife kept saying I should pretend to my boss that I’m sick and stay a little longer. I really wish I was crazy enough to do that. But I’ve always been scared of getting in trouble whenever it has something to do with work.
I finally stayed at Darren’s house, because I couldn’t afford the accommodation elsewhere and it was too late to ask other friends, I didn’t want to seem rude to them by asking them at last minute if I could stay over at their house.
I thought it’d be awkward between us, but it was so easy being with him. Actually it was awkward for me at first because I was wondering if he was really happy to see me. But after a while I could see that he was.
I cant believe I am still so in love with him. This weekend was like a dream really. It felt as if we had never been apart, except for all the talking! Hehe! We had so much to tell each other, I came back and I was telling myself that I forgot to tell him about this and that… But it was so much fun, it’s been a while I haven’t laughed and smiled so much. I felt alive again.
Three days is really too short. I didn’t meet up with all the people I wanted to see. And the ones I actually saw, it wasn’t enough! If I had stayed for a week I could have gone for lunch and dinner with some. But I really wanted to spend most of the time with Darren, Glen and Bina.
It was very refreshing, mind soothing, relaxing and all!!
Now I’m back to hell, lol. No it’s not that bad. But I already miss Vila… The warmth of the place and of the people. I forgot how everybody (well most of the people) like to smile for no reason.
I was still in the smile mood when I got here, but I noticed that no one smiled back, *sniff*
It’s only a few months before I go back to Vanuatu. I cant wait for August… And this time I’ll stay for a whole two weeks, I just cant wait.
