Well then..............
Here is some advice before I leave.
Don't be afraid to show your emotions your not going to let anybody down cause most people will understand. I mean heck, I understand and I'm an idiot.
When standing in a puddle don't touch anything humming.
These people who you say hate you back in your June 4 post do they even know you? If not then ignore them cause you can't let people like that control you. And if they do know you do they know the true you? Well, that's about it if I think of something else I'll come back until then see ya.