'A God-Form is an Egregore which attains it's status by inspiring worship from those who did not create it. It is then wholey owned and controlled by the worshippers, directed by their psychic energies, and cannot be killed or recalled by it's creator. Or can it?'
All this is interesting but unfortunately, I left this site for the very reason, it seems between yourself and your husband you have indeed cooked up an interesting set of ideas, as not source is revealed I would guage that is what they are your own, mixed with bits and pieces along the way. However, preacherman has consistently quoted from a known source.
Rejecting Jesus Christ after having known him is not the wisest of things to do. You will as a result open yourself up to the dark horde and they are able to twist and turn you every which way you turn. You will even think you have got powers and great wisdom. I do not want to talk to you Scripture now. Only of how my heart was nearly destroyed for taking the path you seem to have chosen.
One morning I awoke to find the entire room in flames, my wife was not burning, I was, she was standing beside of the bed looking at me and wondering what was going on. Within minutes of this, my Mother arrived and with great speed she put out the flames, she looked so sweet I though in her bonnet. That was the end of a road. How did it start.
Sweet young 18 year old boy with wide eyes and living and loving Jesus, reading my Bible, praying, fasting, going to meetings and worshipping Yahweh. (The Monotheistic God of Heaven, Jesus did not teach polytheism or three godisms of any kind, he taught us to worship Echod Adonai. One God...a composite unity.) Gradually over a period of years I began to compromise and went bit by bit back to the old habits and sins that had controlled my life before I met Jesus. During my numerous experiences I uncovered that I had drawn the affection of a spirit witch. The name I will not share as I do not wish anyone to summon such a being, she controlled my creative abilities and wanted them for herself. Well that is as far as I could gather. I had numerous visitations for demons, and eventually things go out of control. Things got on the inside fo me, I deluded myself that I was experiencing the sought after philosophers stone, or that all my searching had finally been rewarded with a permanent eye into the supernatural, which is what I had. Eventually, all contact with the Mother ship was lost....this entire nightmare lasted from1983 until 1990, at which point I had a complete nervous breakdown. I lost the operation of my hands and could no longer play guitar. I have never ever known a darkness that dark, if one can measure such things. Eventually during my period in the lock up ward of a Mental Hospital, I was visited by a man who I do respect not for being a Church person but a man who truly prays, he can vouch for all this, his name is Fans Klopper and was at the time the head of International Christian Embassy Jerusalem. His mother God rest her soul was a prayer intercessor, of which I do find myself in a similair state.
According as is the situation when you have become a disciple of Jesus Christ and you turn your back on him. The Holy Spirit will endeavour to get you back on track, should you then reject his gently wooing, will intensify the leverage, until if you refuse to turn from you sinful ways will commit your body to destruction. Your soul will be saved but your body will be destroyed. In other words you priviledges as a believer upon his earth, having been abused they will be taken from you and you will be escourted to await Christ from Paradise. You know the Bema seat. Christ's Judgement for believers.
So that was to be my end. I pleaded with him and he asked me what I wanted him to do, I said, "I have not been visited by a Minister of the Gospel since I came here, and I am trying so hard to get back to Jesus." He agreed and prayed from me.
I was to have a very awful dream about a month later that drove me away from my hankering for the corridors of Satan. I have subsequently not returned and far prefer an audience with the King of Kings that to take my chances with the uncertain realm of angels where satan is the ruler.
I am sorry to end so abruptly, it is super time and I got to hungry mouths to feed. I wish you and little_wing gentle passage to the afterlife and hope that you will reconsider putting Jesus back on the throne in your hearts. He after all has a name that is above all name an that at the name of JESUS every knee shall bow and every tongue confess that He is Lord.
