Oh wow. I can't stop crying. I've been reading the frenz.com forum. Crowdies have been a huge part of my life. It's strange to be crying over someone I never knew or was even in the same room as, but Hesto was such a likeable person. Not arrogant, yet so silly. Hesto was a wacky performer. Full of camp energy and silly humour, he livened up the stage and was like everyone’s silly older brother. As someone who completely obsessed over his music for many years, I feel very sad that Hesto was so depressed that he decided to take this step. I never knew him, but I have a sense of loss. May he rest in peace.
