Dear God,
I know I usually ask so much of you. Maybe too much at times. But I really haven't talked to you lately. And I need you now in this time of restlessness and pain. You know what is going on here with all of us. We have all been bad people here lately. Wether it was calling someone a name we shouldn't have or whatever it might have been.
I need you God. I need you to comfort me. I need you to comfort Alex, Sarah, Brandon, me, and everybody else that might be hurting. But I ask you to please comfort Alex the most. He deserves your comfort the most. He has been through so much lately, and none of it has been his fault. Yet he still takes the beating and the bullet. Please shield him, don't let anymore harm come to him. He needs to heal. We all need to heal.
I just wish we could all be friends and not fight with each other. I ask that you please make people realize that stabbing someone in the eye or beating their face in isn't the right way to go. Please help me to be a better person. Allow it so that I will never stoop down to such a level as others have. Please help me not to backstab anyone or to hurt anyone else.
I'm so sorry to have caused so much trouble the last 2 1/2 months. I'm really truely sorry. I don't want anyone to hurt. Please open people's eyes to see clearer. I don't want to be a bad person. But I have been. I have sinned. Please forgive me. Please allow me to forgive others and please forgive them.
I want to change. Change for the better of everybody else.
Oh God, oh God I needed you,
God all this time I needed you,
I needed you.
And I so hate consequences........
In your name I pray
Amen.
~carebear~
