Okay I have been hold this back, which proably wasn't the best thing to do, but I think it is time that I say this.
Okay well, most of you have read Sam's article on obession and that article was on me, telling people that the definition on obession didn't describe me and my like for Christian.
Yes I said I liked Christian okay. Now you all know, but that isn't all.
It took me forever to get enough courage to talk to him and ask him for his jersey, but I did it.
Well there was this dance coming up, our Winter Homecoming Dance. Well I wanted to ask somebody, because for the past year of my High School dances I went dateless. Well this dance also this year my friends asked people who yet haven't decided and I am so pround of them. Sam, Bobbi, Ashley you guys are awesome!!!
Anyways~~
The past two dance I went to this year, I have danced with Christian and I have talked to him on the internet a couple of times.
Well the past week or two, I wanted to ask him to our up coming dance, but everytime I go to ask him, people are with him, that I don't really know and mostly his guy friends.
But today I knew I was bound determine I was goning to ask him no matter what . I thought I would ask him at the Ag Meeting tonight or during the officer meeting this morning. Well lets say the officer meeting didn't work out.
But I knew no matter what I was asking tonight, so as I was thinking this walking up to the band room and I ran into Ashley.
She said Stacey I have to tell you something, I thought okay not thinking, and it hit me. She said Stacey, Christian has a girlfriend and I was like your lieing. Because I thought she was just jokin because she knew, I had trouble asking him b.c. I was being a chicken to ask him. But right when I knew I was going to ask him no matter what, she had to say the 4 words I didn't want to hear.
So OH well I will move on.!! I will go to another dance dateless and see all my friends with dates, but I am going to be fine. It's not like I haven't done that before.
But I felt that you all should know b.c I really have been keeping b.c I know he is Alex's brother, but that isn't a good reason I guess to keep this away from him, b.c it is his brother.
I am going to move on like everybody else and I am going to find some else new, and hope for the best.
So know you all know, I am going to the dance to have fun and be with my favorite friends, and DANCE !!
Stacey
Sorry so Long !!
