My last article I wrote early today didn't seem like it went the way I thought it would go.
It seems to me that everybody thought I was racist and I can see where you would get that from.
Some of the comments though were naste and totally rude. Even though some where the truth they still were really rude even from friends.
That article wasn't about what I believed in or what you might have thought what I was thinking or trying to say.
That article was about me finally after 15 years of growing up hearing that blacks don't know nothing and they aren't smart, wasn't true even though I knew it wasn't true, it didn't really hit me till, NOW.
I don't know if you would understand this or not. Reading the phamlets about the doctors who are highly recommended for a surgery gets pretty boring. When I read the phamlet about the doctor who was highly recommended for my dads surgery I was lery (SP) on him, it might been b.c he was black, but I can't recall why.
But after my dad actually came out okay and fine, I realized that my thoughts about this person and how he looked weren't true.
We can all say we have judge people before knowing them, I am gulting b.c of this. That is what my last article was suppose to be really relating, and if it didn't turn out that way well I am sorry.
So hopefully this article does make sense. I hope you now see what I was trying to say. My last article was foggy and it really didn't say this at all or even point out this either. So sorry for the confussion.
I hope you are not mad.
I was happy to finally see how wrong I was about different race and I wanted to share it but it only turned out to be a big mess.
I am sooo sorry if I affend anybody at all and I hope you can forgive me, for the mistakes I made, but I am not perfect for anymatters, nobody is. We all make mistakes and I hope you will be able to forgive me.
Stacey
