She loves the free, fresh wind in her hair
Life without care
She’s broke, but it’s o’k
She hates california, it’s cold and it’s damp
That’s why the lady is a tramp
Yeah, I'm in a Sinatra sort of mood. I absolutely love old lounge music. All the rat pack stuff especially. I really wish that I would have been alive to see them in Vegas. I have all the movies they made (I think) and I have posters all around my room. They're just cool. I don't know why.
So today, I went to dinner with Amanda. Actually, i called to invite her, and she was showering, so she called back and my dad talked to her, inviting her to come along, then didn't tell me she called back. Dinner was nice, as was hanging out afterwards. We just sat at my house for like two hours and played cards, pool, and air hockey. She's really fun to be around. Lol- Its funny too. Shes wearing these pants (again) (she did last night too) and she ALWAYS wears them. They're easy to notice, they have this huge belt attached, and I always make fun of it, as do her friends, family, and even my family. Anyways... The point was that you could see her tattoo. She got it low enough that you aren't supposed to be able to see it, but I could see it with an inch of skin below it too.
As we sat tonight playing cards, I realized something. I don't care how gushy or stupid this sounds either, but she is truly beautiful. We called as she was getting out of the shower, so she didnt have time ot do her hair, or put on make-up or any of that. She pulled her hair back and threw some clothes on and was at the restaurant the same time we were. She looked good, I must say. even for just 'throwing something on...' as she said she did, it was nice.
So I'm done with that now.
On to more important matters:
I am strongly thinking about telling her how I feel. I siggest reading over the thread "What Do I Do?" as it pertains to somewhat the same problem as mine is, and the advice there is to be honest and truthful with the person, and explain your feelings. but now comes the part I hate thinking about... If I tell her, and she reacts in a bad way, that could hurt the friendship. So with this chance that I'd be taking, I'd be putting the friendship on the line. Am I willing to lose that? or even to hurt it? Shes a great friend to have, so why take a chance and risk ruining it? But then comes the part about, yes, dating her would be awesome. Then comes the 'How long would that last? She'd dump me like the rest' part.
I need to learn to read minds. That'd help me alot.
ANYWAYS....
I have other things to talk about on here tonight.
I'm putting up an article about cars in the Misc. forum, as well as a question about superpowers in the same.
Goodnight All.
Peace.
--Joe
