Quoting Xer07,
reply 1085
Eh. The usual, lonely, apathetic, trying to figure out why my only friend is a girl who's madly in love with me...
Yourself?
Xer0 \^/
You're lucky beyond belief, sir. You should capitalize on this romantic inclination, in such a manner that results in a romantic relationship, thus, just perhaps, providing you with happiness and companionship.
I've decided that companionship and romance aren't things that can make me happy... solitude and contempt work marvelously. However, I have decided to get intimate with this girl. For one, she (allegedly) has eyes for my ex (both of them are bi, both of them dated eachother prior to getting involved with me. I suspect their mutual feelings for me caused the break-up, but I can't be sure, neither of them talk about it.) so, I've decided to do a favor for my ex and make it so that she can date and flirt freely without having to worry about how she feels. Secondly, this girl says she's liked me since 9th grade (three years... not much, compared to the seven I've liked my ex, but I know how it feels,) so I've also decided to heal her broken heart...and possibly be entertained by her Wiccan beleifs while I'm at it. Both her and my ex are Wiccan, so I figure it's something worth trying out. She's already had me read by her friend... with some unusually accurate results, given her friend and I have never directly met.
Some pro's about dating this girl:
1) She fits my second-favorite taste for girls, so there's already some kind of attraction.
2) Despite her small stature (she stands about 5'1" or so, and weighs a little less than me at 110), her breasts have swelled... she and I agree she'll be a solid D cup come Valentine's Day next year.
3) As already mentioned, Wicca interests me. It's the only Pagan religion I know of that's practiced locally, so it'll be different from the normal Christianity/Islamic scene.
4) Since I don't actually like her, dating her will be excellent practice for being a player in College.
Cons:
1) The drama associated with her. Problems at home, the two black guys (one of whom has already challenged me to a fistfight. Punk ass bitch didn't have the balls the next day to go at it), and one of her exes have feelings for her, and then there's the fact that her closest friends are my ex (it'll be awkward being intimate with another girl around her when she's still single... my ex before her took almost a year and a half to find another bf), and her other friend hates me for breaking her heart.
2) My parents already don't approve of her. Won't be an issue once I get off my ass and get my liscence, but still.
3) I still honestly have feelings for my ex... she's over me, by far (I'm her "emotional tampon" as morpheas liked to say, so she's already come to me asking about what to do about her bi crush who hasn't come out of the closet yet. I'm sorry to say I didn't act in time, and her crush has a boyfriend now...), so I'm doing everything I can to find someone better than myself for her. Idk if she's noticed or not, but I do get really pissed off whenever she gets herself into a compromising situation, or if she falls for someone who's bad for her.
meh.
Xer0 \^/