i want to start by saying that i am also very proud of emily. it brings tears to my eyes every time i have the honor of taking her to a veterans funeral to play taps. she found out about it on her own, makes all the deals, and just tells us where she needs to be and when she needs to be there. and dad is right, she is a beautiful, professional woman when she does this volunteer work. she takes it very seriously, and has become an often requested bugler. its hard to believe she's the same kid that can't remember to take out the trash at home. ha!
i was asleep when the first tower was hit. my wife's sister called right after, and i answered the phone. she told me that a plane had flown into one of the world trade center buildings. i talked to her about it for a minute, then handed the phone over to my wife without thinking too much about it.
we turned on the news just in time to see the second plane hit. now, i'm not slow, but i didn't realize right away what that meant. my wife knew right away. she's always kept up on what was going on in the world, and recognized it as a terrorist attack. all i could think was "in new york city?", it just didn't make any sense.
for the last nine years, i've been angry too. every day. i became a news junkie, and i always know whats going on. i can't believe how messy the world is. i can't believe how hard it is to get anything done. its ridiculous how our "leaders" can't lead, and how our policies and rules hurt us more than they help us in most cases. its scary how many of our boys and girls have died because we don't want to hurt anyones feelings.
dad said it nicely at the end of his post. echo taps vs. bomb vests. i choose taps. i want america to win! i want my kids to grow up as proud americans! our brilliant forefathers started this country with beautiful ideals. nothing is ever perfect in practice, but we started with perfect intentions. why don't we have the courage to back ourselves up? why can't we believe that we're right?
i believe that we are right! if you knew me, you'd know a guy who loves people. i love the diversity of the cultures in the world. i am an artist and a musician. i am a proud and loving husband and father of five wonderful children. we're not rich, but we have everything we need. we are living the dream. all i want is for my kids and grandkids to be able to have everything i have.
i love our country. i love freedom, and i want peace. unfortunately, until we as humans become more enlightened (which will never happen if we allow ourselves to lose wars against people for whom this is not a goal) we need to fight. and we need to win.