I wish I had the capacity to hate people based on isolated incidences. In my case based on what seem to me, like well culculated, intentional, mean't -to -scald -my- throat- and-burn -my- anus type of personal attacks.
Last Thursday I went into KFC to buy a wrap and an ice cream and someone stole my beautiful bike. It was the second bike I had had in 2 months so that hurt and left me feeling stupid and well violated.
Enter the ass burner: I trusted a friend to take care of my dog until I was able to get him since he needed a complicated mess of papers to travel crosscountry. She promised to have to me within 2 weeks. I gave her money (a lot of) and a month later she pulled the "I am too busy" card then she went on the defensive accusing me of accusing her of not taking care of my dog...what the fuck?? So I apologized and told her I was working on coming to pick him up, of which she did not object to. After weeks of painfully missing him and feeling helpless, I finally found a pet moving company, they quoted me 200 dollars which I was already counting out when they called to let me know that well, they called the house where my poor Legolas is only to be told..THEY LOST HIM.
This is no time to over analyse my situation, I feel betrayed and hurt, violated by people I love. This is the only time I will agree with some of LW's sentiments. There are Niggers and then there are chinese Niggers. I hate Chinese Niggers.
