Saturday
September 04, 2004
Harassment Log
Saturday, September 4, 2004
8:50:37 AM CDT
I am being hacked and electronicly attacked again at this moment.
After being awakened after just four-hours sleep, which has become routine for the last few days. Not being able to sleep but for about four hours before being awaken somehow. And after four hours at that, The battery life of the machine or device they use is around four hours I believe.
I make this statement because more then once I have been subjected to a straight four-hour period of targeting, which at that point it just seemed to quit. It’s my belief that their battery had run down both times or it would have continued longer.
I am working on my computer and my heart is being hit. (electronicly targeted) I can feel it penetrate all the way through my body to my back where once again my muscles are trying to contract. There is a burning sensation that accompanies this muscle tensions.
While up dating my profile I am getting hacked again. If I was not correct in what I was suggesting then why bother with the hacking games. If what I was writing about, was not in fact right on the mark, would in not be encouraged, instead of blocked. You would think they would want me to send miss-information to the world. Does that make sense to anyone but me?
“That's it, that's it“ is the main topic of today I guess. They transmit this by “V2K” in what I feel is an attempt to get a response of some kind (which is normally played on the am/fm radio some how) or maybe just to try getting me angry or upset. That also seems to be a major ploy or motive.
Last night Sept. 04, 2004 around 0230hrs, it seemed they had called their cop friend. The reason I say this is because of the background conversation between two males and at least one female. The comment made was "he said he can not do anything, because he has not broken any laws" that was made by a female voice to one of the males which replied “that’s B/S, he’s spreading my name every where” and the other male voice said “why don't you just go over there and talk to him”
I have to wonder a couple things here. One, is this is the same female that slings dope. The same one that thinks she is some kind of dealer. If so, I see that as a conflict of interest, and why would a cop be present while the law is being broken in the first place, another intresting question.
Now from the sound of it, I can not say that there is anything more going on then they are talking with a cop of some kind. But what is a cop doing conversing with them to start with? Shouldn’t he be arresting them instead of giving advice or what ever he does with/for them. And just what is his relationship to them? Boyfriend, Husband, Bother or other family member. Makes a person wonder doesn’t it.
I don’t see it being hard to find out just who was working last night that might of had authority to do the arresting. Then put the two together. I would be willing to bet that I can pick them both out of a line up if needed.
3:00:56 AM CDT
Just a few minutes ago they(my fan club)were all happy that I got booted from AOL because of a terms of service issue. Ok, maybe I did put a link in the chat room that directed people to my home page which show’s a picture of the damage to my neck. I can accept this and will be wiser because of it. A lesson learned as they say. The exact message sent to the chat room is on the previous post.
Now after I signed back on to AOL the background conversation went like this. Female voice “How did he do that, I thought his mom had to call” I feel this comment was implying to the fact that I didn’t need mom to sign me back on to AOL.
And then a male voice “he’s got the account numbers, your not going to keep him from doing anything” And the second male “somebody better do something *** damn it” and the first male “I’m just going to shot the S.O.B., were all going to prison over this any damn way”
Another comment in the background chatter from my fan club. Two males, first one “he doesn’t know who we are” and second replies “just leave the sob alone man”
Well if that was the case, me not knowing, then why all the hacking? Why all the game playing? Why go to the Congressman’s office and tell lies? Why try and get my blog taken off line? Doesn’t make sense to me. Once again, If it wasn’t right on the mark, why would they even care?
It all sounded to me like they were really going to crying over this. Why? Why would they sound so upset if they weren’t doing anything wrong?
If they would have been men to start with we wouldn't be at this point, if they hadn't tried to impress my ex in-laws like they did in the past with my ex brother in-law Freddy back around 1986. Oh and yes, they have done the same thing to Freddy. No one would listen to him and he became scared that if he spoke up for him self that he would be committed to the nut hut.
Now he sits in his room and is almost to scare to go out side. If I had known then what I know now I might have been able to help him, save him self from this somehow.
And if they would have just talked to me and made their point on any of the numerous accessions that I had approached them, and had asked “just what are you doing following me around” we could have saved each other a lot of grief.
When this started they went after my girlfriend at the time first instead of myself. I feel they were the ones responsible for her near death. I have more on that posted already. I am however worried that she will once again become a target of theirs. She is due home in about one week, and they seem to prefer to target women instead of men. Guess they feel safer that way. Go figure.
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Friday, September 3, 2004
6:28:19 PM CDT
Still getting hacked, still being electronicly attacked, and still have the same dumb a** transmitting stupid crap into my head. What is up with these people anyway? Are they off their meds?
Or is it just because their daddy wanted to impress my ex in-laws or because the little kid has had a crush on my ex wife from childhood and thinks that because she wrote him a letter or two that she is in some way committed to him. Maybe its because of both the above that I have to put up with harassment like this. Well, they picked the wrong guy this time because I want some body’s butt over this.
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The pain I am feeling right now, just hit me in my heart area, close to the arm pit towards the front of my chest and is penetrating all the way through to my right lower back area. Weird feeling really, to feel something moving across and then through your body like that. It would probably hurt VERY BAD if I weren’t used to it by now.
3:46:09 PM CDT
I am getting hacked still once again. Not only that but also a few minutes ago I got targeted in my throat. It felt like in was burning and then the muscles started to tighten up. It did restrict airflow and I did cough somewhat (like taking a drink the wrong way). I wonder what would have happened if it had continued. Would it have been fatal? I think it would be interesting to see just how many people have died like that, and if any of my fan club members were present, close by or had any relations with them.
It is now 1250hrs Saturday 04, 2004. While the ’V2K”background chatter continues so do the electronic attacks on my body. It makes me wonder about a couple of things.
One would be, who do these people think they are? Are they that far detached from reality that they really feel no one can or will stop them? That no one will care about their activities.
And do they really think that I will be like the rest of their victims and just accept this being done to me? That I will let this go unchallenged?
They seem to feel that by my complaining about this it makes me look crazy instead of them. How could that be? Maybe they should be on meds if not already.
There is so much information in the world about microwave hearing and all the cool toys that anyone can purchase or build with one with very little knowledge of electronics', that any one with common sense can figure it out. Looks like the statements above is holding more and more merit now doesn’t it?
Anyone with information on this crime being committed against myself is encouraged to contact me or your nearest law enforcement office.
Tracy Givens
Po Box 172793
Arlington, Texas 76003
pager 817 617 4061
email: northtexasrocker04@yahoo.com or email: outcastone2000@aol.com
All events and individuals named here are to the best of my knowledge true and accrete
