Only 5 days until i see him again, my ex-boyfriend,that is. I'm dieting and trying to look absolutley amazing when he sees me, so that i can prove that asshole wrong. Yesterday i had under 500 calories, i was planning on water fasting but I was just soooooo exhasted, i had to eat a little bit at dinner time, but other than that yesterday was cool, so far today, Im at about 600 calories, and i dont plan on eating anymore than that. tomarro will get harder, its always harder to diet on weekends. But Im limiting myself to a maximum of 300 to 350 calories, I really need to see results FAST! see, he broke up with me because I'm fat,[and because I wouldnt sleep with his lying ass!] well fuck him cuz i may be fat and a virgin, but he's a dick head!!!!
I know that unless i have nothing but water and vitamins, im not gonna lose more than 5 to 7 pounds, but a little is better than nothing. I figure if I stay under 200 calories between sunday and through wenesday, i might able to up my loss to somwhere between 7 and 10 pounds. All i want out of this is to look better in my clothes which right now I can barley pull up over my giant ass,much less zip or button. Whatever, bye 4 now, luvin 2 ya_______C
