Wednesday
September 01, 2004
Harassment Log
It has been brought to my attention that I need to post my log in a different manner so as to make reading and finding the one of interest or that a curtain person / party is looking for easier. Well I hope this will help whom ever it was that requested that to be done. This is the only change in this format, as it will mess things up on this end to do anymore. But I am trying to accommodate everyone, as this is a dangerous issue I am being forced to deal with and any help I can offer in way of investigations or arrests I am more then happy to comply.
Anyone that would like to contact me regarding this issue can do so by US Mail or on line at any of the following. If you have information concerning this crime being committed against my self, you are encouraged to either contact myself or your local FBI office with that information. What might seem like nothing to you, might in fact be something after all. Thank You.
US Mail
Tracy Givens
Po Box 172793
Arlington, Texas 76003
On-Line
outcastone2000@aol.com
OR
northtexasrocker04@yahoo.com
While the “voice to skull” continues it is more just background conversations. Most of which I do not even pay attention too because some of it is designed to confuse or mis-direct me and have me chasing my tail. I do how ever catch things said when they are not sure they are broadcasting. Some of it is quit funny really in the way that, some of them feel Chris as they call him is going to keep them out of jail and they can continue to do what ever they want to whom ever they want. While at other times they seem quit concerned about me posting every thing on line. Since I do know who they are, and I am not afraid to tell the world about them, I pose a threat to their freedom and their way of life.
The targeting of my body continues as well. I can tell I am being targeted in my sleep now. And I feel my mother might be getting targeted as well, but it could just be wash over if that is what it is called as this stuff does penetrate walls and she sleeps just on the other side of mine.
The targeting in my sleep is probably because I do document it most times but to be honest about this, I would have to set all day and all night because they do not stop for more then an hour or so and then they are right back at it. Where do they get the money for this, drug sells perhaps.
Any way I have been waking up sore in parts of my body and feeling like I had my butt kicked at times. This is not a normal “bad night’s sleep” like some people have and I have had in the past myself. It is different and I can tell the difference upon waking.
With the way they target my heart every day, I must assume they are trying to give me a heart attack in my sleep. Nothing else really makes sense. At least to myself.
They want me to believe that a friend of mine, Janet, is part of the harassment crew. They have been pushing that issue for the last few days now. The reason for this is two part.
One, she also knows who they are like so many other people in the Dallas / Fort Worth metroplex area and she also told them to leave her home and she wanted no part of this harassment.
Two, I feel she has also been made a victim of this by the same people and might not have figured it out yet. Or like so many others, not know what to do about it.
I do know that her child about a year ago cried for around 4 hours. Once at the hospital they could not find anything wrong with the child. I want to point out that 4 hours is the battery charge life of the mobile unit. after that it needs recharged.
I feel that after Janet asked them to leave her residence, that they went to the parking lot and targeted her child for pure meanness. That is how the Borrow family and friends are. Childish in there actions and behavior. I would also like to point out that I had the same thing happen to me about a year ago. That is, I had the feeling of being boiled alive for a straight FOUR-HOUR period.
Let me try to explain boiled alive. If you have ever boiled an egg, then you have seen the little bubbles show up on the egg and then pop. They then increase in both intensity and volume. It was the same except I was being made the egg. It turned my entire body red and it was very pain full. I am a grown man at 42 years of age. Now imaging this being done to a child. May be your child. What would you want to see done to people that did that. I my self will be seeking the death penalty.
Now I am sure they are trying to set me up some how. That would only make sense as stated above. I am a threat to them. I can not be sure just how they are going about it or with whom they have either lied too are might even be conspiring with to make this happen. I say this because of some of the background chatter from them. There was a comment made by them “we really need to get this guy arrested”
I really don’t have much worry over that simply because I do nothing wrong and have not done anything wrong. Remember folks, this is revenge for a divorce and nothing more.
It has come to my attention that one of there family members was found shot to death some time back and they are telling people that they feel I did it. Very good cover story except I was on the road at that time. I was working as an over the road driver and could not have had anything to do with it.
It is my belief that one of them is the shooter. I have two different reasons for feeling this way. Maybe I’m right, maybe not. But it should be looked into at any rate. Here's why I feel like this.
I know that one of my fan club had relations with my ex girlfriend at one point. I feel it was the deceased member of there family. I also feel that other members were trying to use her to set others up, with out her knowledge and set her up in the process.
When this harassment started the agreement made was to set me and her up or to kill us both. I doubt once the right conditions are meet we will have any problem it clarifying that statement.
I feel he(the deceased)found out about this, Thus starting an altercation that ended in his death.
The other reason I say this. The old man had a heart problem and a pacemaker. I say “had” because he is also deceased now. Now in listening to the background chatter I have come to this conclusion.
That the members of my fan club the Chris Borrow family and friends network have been using this equipment for their own selfish means and to just cause problems with any one they did not like. I feel that the old man found out about this and they had an argument of sorts. Later the device was turned on thus interrupting the operation of his pacemaker.
You people have all seen the signs in every 7-11 window. It reads “microwave oven in use, enter at your own risk”. The reason for the sign is self-explanatory. It could turn your pacemaker off thus resulting in your death.
How this might fit in to the shooting death is quit simple. The old man gets his pacemaker shut down and dies. The one that was found shot to death might have found out about them using the device on the old man thus resulting in the altercation that lead to his death.
Just my thoughts on this but I do feel I am very close to what really happened in both case’s.
All statements and events are true to the best of my knowledge.
Tracy Givens
