i don't want to end up like one of those women....
one of those women who starve themselves so they can fit into a smaller size.
one of those women who all they can talk about is calories and how fat they are when they're not at all. i don't want it to run my life.
i don't want to be one of those women who put so much emphasis on physical appearance that it becomes their obsession.
their god.
one of those women who eat like birds and feel guilty about eating at all.
i don't want to be so superficial as to let physical appearance affect my life and my happiness.
i'm not fat, but i'm not thin. who, would even care if i lost 10 pounds? i think i would be the only one. i'm the only one who gets disgusted by my chubby legs. my stomach.
but WHY do i care so much?
i don't want to feel guilty about eating anything, whether healthy or not.
i don't want to starve myself,
i don't want to puke after i eat,
so what do i do?
stop being so shallow is what.
but that's easier said than done.
i want to be one of those women who's confidence carries them. one of those women who know who they are and don't care what others think. i want to be one of those women who are care free and live life to the fullest, never weighed down by insignifant things like a little meat on the bones. that's who i want to be.