I'm a little bit disapointed.. but I don't see any other way round.
Hi Anne,
I wanted to answer you after reading your post in which you were expressing your desire to leave to Paris. Although your french must be limited, I have no doubt that you will end to understand me. I won't talk about Paris, "la ville lumiere" doesn't need anyone help to attract and seduce. First, I wanted to thank you for the sincerity and the humanity that you constantly show in all your posts. It is part of why I'm writing you, but moreover, it is because you remind me the person I was before I move to UK.
Like you, I was unsatisfied of my life and wanted to breath a different air, flee the banality and find a better place to make my aspirations grows. It remind me a recent discussion I had with a french girl waving between studying in france or in UK. She was asking some advise from an expat. My answer was that she could find a lot of reasons to go, but in my opinion, the most important is to know if you feel you have to go. It is a deep feeling coming from your guts. It is the feeling that will give you the courage to carry on your way and overcome the shock from the journey. It seems to me, Anne, my sister Anne, that you have already scrutinized your heart and that you know the answer. Somehow, I believe that you aren't choosing to leave, you simply have no choice.
You will know pains and blossom. Jouney build character, but few people are able to leave.
It remind me what a dear friend once told me:
"Try to do your life like your dreams, not your drea like lefe"
Don't forget it Anne, my sister anne